heroes

My sister is fighting for her marriage. Her husband told her that he wants a divorce. What do you tell those women who choose to fight for a marriage even when they are being mistreated. Do you tell them, "God will make things better? Just have faith, things will be great." Or do you tell them, "I don't know what will happen, things may not be great, but God promises that He is with you, and even in the suffering He will be faithful, and in this you are so dear to Him. Press into Him."

There are stories of women, who have faithfully endured hard marriages for decades and continued to honor their husbands according to 1 Peter 3. There are not only wives in hard marriages, but many men and women in different situations who have chosen to suffer for the gospel's sake. Who are your heroes? I put these men and women, who did not pursue a better life, but instead one of a lifetime of suffering and faithfulness because they trusted God at His word, on my list of heroes.

1 Peter 2:18 says, "Servants, be subject to your masters with all respect, not only to the good and gentle but also to the unjust. For this is a gracious thing, when, mindful of God, one endures sorrows while suffering unjustly. For what credit is it if , when you sin and are beaten for it, you endure? But if when you do good and suffer for it you endure this is a gracious thing in the sight of God. For to this you have been called, because Christ also suffered for you, leaving you and example so that you might follow in his steps. He committed no sin, neither was deceit found in his mouth. When he was reviled, he did not revile in return; when he suffered, he did not threaten, but continued entrusted himself to him who judges justly. He himself bore our sins in his body on the tree, that we might die to sin and live to righteousness. By his wounds you have been healed. For you were straying like sheep, but have now returned to the Shepherd and Overseer of your souls. Likewise, wives . . ."

I don't know what will happen to my sister or how strong she will be (I don't know if I would be strong enough, myself) and I definitely press into prayer that God will bless her and restore her; but more importantly I pray that God will uphold her to stand on His word. And I pray that instead of running away from the pain, that God will allow me to help her carry it however long it takes.

The war begins . . .

Quote from my pastor

"Some believe that when you become a Christian that sin ends. But that is when the war on sin begins. War on sin is a sign that you are a Christian."

adventure

As I grow older I have learned adventure is not always found where adventure is; I have found that adventure is found in faithfulness, and that more then I could have dreamed.

piano

Thunder

I love the sound of thunder. Thunder, especially the really loud, deep, house shaking, heart shaking THUNDER, fills me with so much peace. For me it’s a faint echo of hearing the voice of God. It reminds me of Psalm 18 and God’s protection over me. “I will love You, O LORD, my strength. The LORD is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer; . . . . And I cried out to my God; He heard my voice from His temple, And even my cry came before Him, even to His ears. Then the earth shook and trembled; The foundation of the hills also quaked and were shaken, . . . . The LORD thundered from heaven, And the Most High uttered His voice, . . . . He sent from above, He took me; He drew me out of many waters.” I think C.S. Lewis described this feeling well when he describes Aslan’s roar. It’s a strength that both shakes you and gives you unshakable peace at the very core of who you are. When I hear thunder, I feel like a child being held in the arms of my Father.

western philosophy

Written Saturday April 16, 2005

The original church had to deal with Plato's philosophy infiltrating and corrupting church doctrine, now we are dealing with Western culture and philosophy corrupting the church.

Written Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Sexual immorality was used to defeat Israel through Balaam, sexual immorality has crippled the men of the church, today.

I want my life to be spent in this one thing. The cry, "Behold, the Lamb of God"

Beauty

Many years ago I watched this movie and one of the scenes stuck with me. The man had drawn a portrait of the woman he loved. When he drew the portrait, he didn’t hide who she was. The portrait was an accurate drawing of what she looked like faults and all. He showed it to her and explained that he knew her, he could see her faults, he didn’t have some fairy tale vision of who she was, but he loved her for who she was and that love was real. This is more than a fairy tale love. Its deeper and more real. And yes, I do want to love my wife this way, Lord willing, but, honestly, I do not know if God will give me a wife, but I do know that I can give this love to others. And I want them to know that Love.

fun

Beauty

written 2007

In Proverbs 31, King Lemuel sets down to write as he recalls “the utterance which his mother taught him”. These are the words that a mother installed into her son as a youth, and the words that he carried with him as a man. His mother taught him, “Charm is deceitful and beauty is vain” . . . “Do not give your strength to women, or your ways to that which destroys kings.” She warns him not to pursue a woman based on outward appearances and pretences, but to cherish incorruptible and satisfying beauty.

As men since we were little we have been hit by the message of the world. It is the adulteress of Proverbs crying out at every corner, “come here this is what is beautiful; this is what will satisfy” (paraphrased). We so often believe these words (“With much seductive speech she persuades him”), and we chase after the lust of our eyes and follow the lures of the adulterous woman, unaware that it will cost us our life, “for many a victim has she laid low, and all her slain are a mighty throng”. It is as if we are spiritually mad, running after things that have never satisfied us, but only cause us to thirst more. And yet in our thirst, we continue in this madness; we forsake the spring of life for broken cisterns. It destroys men. Proverbs describes its end as death, Jesus describes it as hell. “It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to go into hell." Men, if you think a beautiful woman will satisfy your physical desires, you are sadly mistaken. “Death and Destruction are never satisfied, and neither are the eyes of men.” Our hearts are made for the Lord. This culture has lied to us about what beauty is, it cries out at every corner, and we have bought into it, even in the church. We have let the world cheat us and we have settled for less than what God has for us. It should cause us to weep and be angry.

But that is not the end of this mother’s words, “but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised”. . . “She is far more precious than jewels”. The scripture talks of a woman whose worth exceeds jewels, who is worthy of praise, and is to be honored, and who will also fully gratify all our physical longings and desires. Her beauty goes beyond the imagination of men, is captivating and fully satisfying, and meets the deepest longings of our hearts. It is incorruptible. “Do not let your adornment be merely outward – arranging of the hair, wearing gold, or putting on fine apparel – rather let it be the hidden person of the heart, with the incorruptible beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is very precious in the sight of God.” This is not an outward appearance or pretence of godliness, but a deep inner walk with the Lord. It is woman who has a deep trust in the Lord and embraces womanhood.

Men, this beauty is not just spiritual, it is also physically satisfying. God does not ignore the physical aspect to beauty. God is honest about our physical longings. In Proverbs it says,

“Let your fountain be blessed,and rejoice in the wife of your youth,a lovely deer, a graceful doe.
Let her breasts fill you at all times with delight;
be intoxicated always in her love.
Why should you be intoxicated, my son, with a forbidden womanand embrace the bosom of an adulteress?”

God commands us to be “intoxicated always” by the love of our wife and to be filled “at all times with delight”. God describes ones wife as beautiful, “a lovely deer, a graceful doe.” This passage is not talking about a young wife with a young body that fits with the world’s description of beauty, but a wife that has grown old with you. She may not have the body of a young woman, but she has the only body that can fully satisfy her husband. The word “fill” here means to have abundance, to be saturated, to have more than enough, to take ones fill. In other words, to have every physical longing filled and to have no need for more. Your wife will fill every physical longing you have. You may be intoxicated by the love of a forbidden woman, but her embrace will never fill your physical longings. “Death and Destruction are never satisfied, and neither are the eyes of men.” To rejoice in your wife is a command of God to the men, and I don’t believe God will command something He won’t perform. If you find a godly wife, God will satisfy your every physical longing for beauty as well. It will be filled and overflowing. Men, “let your fountain be blessed”! The Lord is faithful; trust Him to fulfill what He has promised. Do not be led astray by the lies of the adulteress; by death.

This is the standard of what should attract us as men as we pursue to find a wife, physical attributes or pretenses should no longer be the standard. And it is a standard by which we are treat other women who are not our wife. It is not only our duty to have this as our standard of beauty, but it is also our delight and exceeding joy, as God transforms our definition of beauty to His, and His passions become our own. Women need this from us, the passion of God through us, declaring to them that they as women are beautiful, more precious then jewels. Oh, how “good and acceptable and perfect” is the will of God and how wonderful is His gifts to us!

I know it can be hard, we are hit by television, commercials, the media, by how women dress in our society, even walking in grocery stores with images (although much of this can be stopped, if we act as men). I grew up in this as well and it is hard for me and I struggle. But if we give in to it then we are not walking in godliness or in manhood, but instead eating the vomit of this world. What does the Bible say about this? “Therefore I urge you brethren, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies a living and holy sacrifice, acceptable to God, which is your spiritual service of worship. And not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what the will of God is that which is good and acceptable and perfect”. We must ask God to transform the way we think, so that it conforms to Christ and His view of women. We as men are to demonstrate Christ’s heart and love for the women in our lives. The change must start here with us, and we must pass this on to our sons and other men, speaking to them while they are still young, defining for them what a beautiful woman is and teaching them to deny the world, the adulteress woman.

I do not think we can do this alone. I know I cannot do this alone; I definitely don’t have it all together. I need other men to walk, in honesty and openness, with me in this, to covenant with me to fight; to not look at a woman with lust. To keep me accountable and speak straight words to me when I compromise; the scripture says that we are not even to have a hint of sexual immorality. I need men to be men. God is good and He is faithful and we can give Him our hearts in this.


Women, this is not just for men, it is for you as well. Women are not innocent in their view of men. Be careful to not be lured by the trappings and pretenses of this world. Look to your Father who provides all things.

Gospel for the Believer Devotionals

Devotional Readings:

Day 1: The Gospel is for the sinner

Day 2: The Gospel for the sinner, pt 2

Day 3: The Cross must become bigger

Day 4: The Romance of God – God’s pursuit

Day 5: The Romance of God – God’s pursuit, pt 2

Day 6: Its effect on our lives

Day 7: Its effect on our lives – Beholding Him

Day 8: Its effect on our lives – Washed in the Word

Day 9: Its effect on our lives – The Fight

Day 10: To Him alone be the Glory

Two of my sisters had babies over the Summer, a boy and a girl. Recently, I went to go see my new niece for the first time. That sister already had a girl, who I thought was the greatest neice any uncle could have, so I was a little nervous about seeing this new baby girl. I couldn't see loving her more and I didn't want to have favorites. Funny, fear I know, but it was there. Anyways, I walked in the door and saw my new neice and instantly loved her and knew there would be no favorites. My other sister sent me pictures of my nephew and he is amazing.

Not only do I love them, but a huge hunger to teach them about God and what it means to walk with the Lord stirred up in me. To be there for them and establish a godly heritage. It was interesting, I've heard how father's are changed when they see their child for the first time. I think I understand a little bit of what that's like.

Good Shepherd

In my glimpse on how fleeting life is recently, the hardest thing for me in it was that if I were to die soon, I don't feel like I have done any ministry yet. I took this to Lord and talked with Him about it and I realized my discontentment at feeling like I would be taken before I did ministry was saying that He is not a good Shepherd. No, He is a good Shepherd, how could I deny that. And I know that whether in life or death, in ministry or no ministry, I can trust Him, and delight that His design is good for me.

Prosperity Gospel

Adoption

the kind intention of His will

10And not only this, but there was Rebekah also, when she had conceived twins by one man, our father Isaac; 11for though the twins were not yet born and had not done anything good or bad, so that God's purpose according to His choice would stand, not because of works but because of Him who calls, 12it was said to her, "THE OLDER WILL SERVE THE YOUNGER." 13Just as it is written, "JACOB I LOVED, BUT ESAU I HATED." 14What shall we say then? There is no injustice with God, is there? May it never be! 15For He says to Moses, "I WILL HAVE MERCY ON WHOM I HAVE MERCY, AND I WILL HAVE COMPASSION ON WHOM I HAVE COMPASSION." 16So then it does not depend on the man who wills or the man who runs, but on God who has mercy.

“16So then it does not depend on the man who wills or the man who runs, but on God who has mercy.”

Paul associates this verse and concept with God’s name. Paul refers to Exodus 33:19 which says, “And He said, ‘I Myself will make all My goodness pass before you, and will proclaim the name of the LORD before you; and I will be gracious to whom I will be gracious, and will show compassion on whom I will show compassion’." Whatever we think about this verse, when Paul associates this with God’s name, it forces us to take this scripture seriously. I hear more people saying what they think or feel, instead of taking this scripture seriously and trying to come to grips with what it is saying. We can’t shy away from it because we are afraid. Paul won’t let us. Maybe you can show me, through the scriptures that it means something different than what I think, but you can’t come to this scripture and tell me that you do not believe it because of how you feel or what you think. And one of the things we surely cannot do is accuse God of being unjust or “making robots”. Paul is very clear about that. Paul writes, “19You will say to me then, ‘Why does He still find fault? For who resists His will?’ 20On the contrary, who are you, O man, who answers back to God? The thing molded will not say to the molder, ‘Why did you make me like this,’ will it?”

We can ignore scripture or we can face it like men, believing and trusting God like a child, knowing that what He has to say is good for us. And His purposes in this passage are kind, gentle and good. Read with me, Ephesians 1:3-8; “3Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places in Christ, 4just as He chose us in Him before the foundation of the world, that we would be holy and blameless before Him. In love 5He predestined us to adoption as sons through Jesus Christ to Himself, according to the kind intention of His will, 6to the praise of the glory of His grace, which He freely bestowed on us in the Beloved. 7In Him we have redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the riches of His grace 8which He lavished on us. In all wisdom and insight”

My concern here is not to convince us of a doctrine, but to urge us to have trust in God’s word which is faithful. Instead of running from these scriptures or avoiding it because we do not like it, we must become like children who are not afraid to come close and hear the heart of God. Let the scriptures challenge you and reveal who God is and believe.

Because of some circumstances, I have been thinking what would happen if I had a serious illness that could end in death and how I'd want others to respond. And my hope is that they would put their hope in God. I think it can be easy in these situations to focus on God healing the person, and hoping till the end that that person would be healed. And I don't think that is wrong as long as it doesn't become your hope. As I was thinking what I'd want if I were in that situation, love stirred in my heart. I'd rather die, if those I love ever put their hope in my being healed above their hope in God. You, see, God has been a good shephard for me and wherever He takes me I know He is good, whether it is the shadow of death or a pasture by still waters. I still would say pray for healing, but pray knowing that He is with me, now and forever, and that He is good now even in the midst of it and whatever the outcome might be! He is so good!

I am finding that as I let go of doing great things for the Lord and learn to become less, that the fruit that God produces is more and does not wither.

The deposit of sanctification

If the Holy Spirit is deposited in you as security for salvation, you will be conformed into the image of Christ. If you are not being conformed to the image of Christ you are not beholding Him. You are not known by Him, and you do not know Him.

Gospel

I have been in a place where in some since I have had to look at death and how fleeting our life is. And in it I have looked at what I really want. And this I know - there is nothing I want more than to be with my Beloved. I long to be with the Lord. And in life I want to be poured out as an offering for Him.

"But I do not account my life of any value nor as precious to myself, if only I may finish my course and the ministry that I recieved from the Lord Jesus, to testify to the gospel of the grace of God."

Father, make this true in me.

Security in Him

"And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose. For those whom he foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, in order that he might be the firstborn among many brothers. And those whom he predestined he also called, and those whom he called he also justified, and those whom he justified he also glorified"

Our security is not based on what we have done but instead on what God has done. He secures our salvation from first to last.

Love of God

A letter written to a friend

You alluded to the verse "And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose." Funny, I have heard that quoted several times in the last few days. I find it interesting what comes after this. "Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or danger, or sword? As it is written, 'For your sake we are being killed all the day long; we are regarded as sheep to be slaughtered.' No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord." The promise of all things working together for good does not mean we will not face tribulation, distress, persecution, famine, nakedness, danger, or sword. No, for his sake, for our Beloved's sake, "we are regarded as sheep to be slaughtered." But what it does mean is that His love breaks through all things no matter how bad and nothing can separate us from the love of our Beloved. It is about being in love. When your in love your deepest hearts desire is not to be separated from the one you love. He breaks through everything and we are swept away in His arms and by His love and that is truly "good".

"What then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us? He who did not spare his own Son but gave him up for us all, how will he not also with him graciously give us all things: Who shall bring any charge against God's elect? It is God who justifies. Who is to condemn? Christ Jesus is the one who died - more than that, who was raised - who is at the right hand of God, who indeed is interceding for us."

And indeed our position is secure in Him and He works all things for our good, "For those whom he foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, in order that he might be the firstborn among many brothers. And those whom he predestined he also called, and those whom he called he also justified, and those whom he justified he also glorified"

listen to this video: http://miykael-sehleon.blogspot.com/2008/03/blog-post.html#links

---------------------------------------"Smile"

Security

God's Word

God's Word is like a lion: powerful, living and active. We believe the lion is "caged" when it is used improperly as a pragmatic guidebook, platform for politics, for perpetual therapy, or for phony experience. The Church is responsible to uncage this lion and watch it run and triumph. And it will triumph, for it is the inspired and inerrant Word of God, the only infallible rule of faith and practice. (from Redeemer - Waco,TX)

The Gospel is for sinners

Someone from my community group said, tonight, that often he gets the feeling that he is told by churches that the main purpose of the gospel is that Christ has saved us so that we can stop sinning, when in reality the gospel is that Christ has saved us because we sin. This is for the believer as well as for the unbeliever.

sanctification

Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ also loved the church and gave Himself up for her, so that He might sanctify her, having cleansed her by the washing of water with the word, that He might present to Himself the church in all her glory, having no spot or wrinkle or any such thing; but that she would be holy and blameless.
----------------------Ephesians 5:25-27

It can be fustrating, not having obtained perfection, to still fail and let God down. Our walk on this earth is not one of perfection, but of being perfected -sanctification. When we become saved, God doesn't take a huge fire hose and blast us with water. No, instead He comes close and gently washes us with the word. I don't understand why God does this, why we aren't made perfect. I hate the fact that I still sin. But I do know that this is romance, and somehow in all this, the romantic, gentle, loving character of God comes through. So in this walk where I am not perfect there is beauty and intimacy; and I am falling more in love with my Beloved.

United States of America

"Our constitution was made only for a moral and religious people. It is wholly inadequate to the government of any other."

-----------President John Adams

Love Leaf

Foriegn Faith

I am learning that faith is something that is foriegn to this world. Hebrews 11 is not a story of men who gained what they searched for here on earth. But they were a people who lived, loved, had good and bad, but trusted in their God. I read about Ezekiel where God came to him and told Ezekiel that his wife would die. Eziekiel did not shrink back but trusted in the goodness of his Shephard. Others lost their life. This is a people who could cry out, "All is well with my soul" because they knew who the designer and builder was. And how sweet it is to know Him whose right hand is wrapped around us at all times.

Women

9Likewise, I want women to adorn themselves with proper clothing, modestly and discreetly, not with braided hair and gold or pearls or costly garments, 10but rather by means of good works, as is proper for women making a claim to godliness. 11A woman must quietly receive instruction with entire submissiveness. 12But I do not allow a woman to teach or exercise authority over a man, but to remain quiet. 13For it was Adam who was first created, and then Eve. 14And it was not Adam who was deceived, but the woman being deceived, fell into transgression. 15But women will be preserved through the bearing of children if they continue in faith and love and sanctity with self-restraint.

-----------------1 Timothy 2:7-15

1Timothy 2:10 rather by means of good works, as is proper for women

I think it is important to realize that Paul here is fighting against the oppression of women. They have a valued role in the church that only they can fill. No man can fill it. And if it is taken away, it is taken away at great loss to the church, who needs women to be strong. If you read Paul's writings and the rest of the scripture it is very clear that it not Paul's heart nor the heart of God to restrict women. Paul knows that there is a strength and power that God has given women and he is fighting for that. He does not want to see them stripped away of their strength, power, dignity, and influence. He is fighting for Womanhood, something that is vital for the church to be strong. Their strength is being striped away from them, when we don't believe God. It is like stripping the pedals off a flower and telling it that it must be a tree to have worth. Don't underestimate the power of a flower and don't underestimate a woman who is godly, she has the strength to capture hearts and to change the world. God is very clear that He intends a woman to have strength and dignity and influence. When we try to do this in our own wisdom we hinder the beauty that God has given women. In walking in our own wisdom we oppress women and embrace the world, instead of trusting in a God who loves us and cares for us and knows us best. Often these scriptures are approached with such a fear of loosing ones rights that all objectivity is lost, instead of aproaching God's word with confidence that He is trustworthy and what He says is for our good, and that its ok to take an honest and objective look at these scriptures. It is really ok, God is safe. God turns the strength and wisdom of this world over and destroys it with something far greater and more beautiful. He is an amazing God. And His dreams for us are so much bigger than our own. He is truly worthy of our trust.

And as a church we should be at the forefront of defending the honor and dignity of people, and this includes women. As a church we should also be encouraging people to trust and fear God and to believe His word.

For me, I have a huge longing to see women have more of a role and influence in the church and society, and my heart breaks to see the high standing that God has for women being torn down by our doubt and fear and by the oppression of the wisdom of this world. I for one believe in women and what they have to give to the church and society.

Here a site on this:
http://manhoodandwomanhood.googlepages.com/womeninthechurch

For we do not have a high priest who cannot sympathize with our weaknesses, but One who has been tempted in all things as {we are, yet} without sin. Therefore let us draw near with confidence to the throne of grace, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need.

-------------Hebrews 4:15,16

Safe

“Aslan’s on the move…”

“Is – is he a man?” asked Lucy.

“Aslan a man!” said Mr. Beaver sternly, “certainly not. I tell you he is the King of the wood and son of the great Emperor-Beyond-the-Sea. Don’t you know who is the king of Beasts? Aslan is a lion, the great Lion.”

“Ooh!” said Susan, “I’d thought he was a man. Is he – quite safe? I shall feel rather nervous about meeting a lion.”

“That you will, dearie, and no mistake.” Said Mrs. Beaver, “If there’s anyone who can appear before Aslan without their knees knocking, they’re either braver than most or else just silly.”

“Then he isn’t safe?” said Lucy.

“Safe?” said Mr. Beaver; “Don’t you hear what Mrs. Beaver tells you? Who said anything about safe? ‘Course he isn’t safe. But he is good. He’s the King, I tell you.”

-------------C.S. Lewis

I wrote this in my 20's

“The purposes of a man’s heart are deep waters, but a man of understanding draws them out.” The most challenging adventure is to touch and captivate the minds and hearts of students, reaching them where they are. I want to teach because the prize is so great! I have learned that the reward of pouring out you life for others is of much more worth than mere material wealth. You gain delight and joy. Yes, it is a struggle. Yes, you suffer, but you gain delight and joy. As a teacher you impact the lives.

I also want to teach, because so often the children of today have forgotten the beauty, the passion the hidden treasures, and the adventure there is to learn and discover. They are drawn in this society and persuaded to love things that are fading, to love things that do not touch their minds or their hearts. They are taken captive by propaganda and advertisement and live in this instead of beauty and truth. They have forgotten to think for themselves. They have much knowledge but it is not based in thought. They lack learning skills. They lack discipline. They need to be led in the way they ought to go.

I want to teach children how to face this world. I want to teach the truth without bias, so that they might be grounded, to face what ever comes up against them. I want to teach with variety, interest, vigor, stimulating them to seek out knowledge. I want to teach them where they are, how they learn, who they are. I want them to be able to know how to think and learn. I want them know beauty. I want them to live passionate lives.

I am a very simple person. I want to teach because I like beauty.

This weekend I listened to a song that talked about how God never grows weary. Thats good to know when have no strength. God is the one who enables you to run, in all situations. And He does not grow weary.

For thus says the One who is high and lifted up,
--who inhabits eternity, whose name is Holy:
"I dwell in the high and holy place,
--and also with him who is of a contrite and lowly spirit,
to revieve the spirit of the lowly,
--and to revive the heart of the contrite.

-----------Isaiah 57:15,16

Wisdom cries aloud in the streets,
--in the markets she raises her voice;
at the head of the noisy streets she cries out;
--at the entrance of the city gates she speaks:

----------Proverbs 1:20,21

quote from pastor JH, Sunday, November 4 2007

The holliness of God will not move, it will move you.

methods and fads

written Monday, October 22, 2007

When we push certain methods for doing things instead of the scriptures, we make snobbish Christians.

Written Sunday, October 28, 2007

When we base our Christian walk on how well we do, we become actors trying to fit the image of what this is thought to be. But when we come to God by grace and grace alone, we are free to be real.

It is not about impressing men or God, for God does not need to be impressed. Our greatest righteousness is like filthy rags.

Written Sunday, October 28, 2007 and Sunday, December 30, 2007

The Christian life is not "now that we are kings and princes, we walk out in our strength and work to see God's Kingdome come." It is Grace from first to last. We are not kings and priests of our own strength our righteousness and we never will be. We stand and press into the kingdom not by our works, but by His word that makes it so.

Written November 20,2007

God does not command us to seek love from men, but instead he commands us to love one another.

Written as a young lad

ROCKING CHAIR

The chair
Sits in the open cob webbed space
Set alight by the pale moon
As the pale light crashes through the oval window
The vines
Winding up the empty chair
With the silent sound
Of rocking in the midnight’s dark
Pale and olden days have set their tale
The time checked by its pendulum sound

revival

A leter written to my sister seeral years ago

----True revival is a sovereign act of God in which He moves and acts in the hearts of His people to renew them and bring them closer to Himself. The work of the Holy Spirit is intensified in the lives of believers, both individually and corporately. It is God initiated and God controlled. It is not brought about by man or his desires, or works. It is God moving as He pleases.

---- In 1734, God brought about a revival under the preaching of a man named, Jonathan Edwards, a man of sound doctrine and whose preaching focused on the glory of God and not man. Lives were changed and many came to know Christ. Those in the church became passionate about God. Their praising became intense. Their emotions were intense and they freely expressed these emotions in church. They hungered for God and desired to live lives to His honor. The community was changed. And the Gospel was preached everywhere. This was called the Great Awakening.

----Yet there were some who were opposed to this in the church. They said an act of God would not make people so emotional. To this Jonathan Edwards wrote Religious Affections to explain the difference between true and false revival, and to show that it is right to have emotions in a true revival.

----There were other revivals in America in 1727, 1798, 1857, and 1905. After 1800, though a false revival began to be forming. Many began to believe that revival could come about at any time; you just had to have the right “formula”. These preachers believed that if they could bring about the emotional intensity that was marked in the Great Awakening and the other revivals and mass decisions for Christ, that surely this was revival. This came to be known as New School or New Measures. Preachers sought to bring about revival through methodology and techniques that would incite the emotions and “convince men to make a decision for Christ”. They would have a “revival meeting” or a “tent meetings”, in which they would prey on the emotions of men. Charles Finney was one of the leaders in this movement. There came to be an orientation toward the person instead of God. Where as Jonathan Edwards preached about the character and glory of God and sound doctrine, this new methodology focused on convincing man to make a decision and to have an emotional experience. And so many “mass decisions” were made. Yet the community was not affected, it was still as worldly as before and many who made “decisions” turned away from Christ, very few changed their lives, and very few had any discipleship. Evangelism came to mean decisions and numbers, rather than an act of God in some ones life, where they accept Him as Lord and Savior in a radical way.

----And so today, some continue to try to convince men to come to Christ by focusing on man rather than proclaiming God. And now we are in a state of decline where it is hard to tell the difference between a believer and a non-believer. In doing this we have become friends with the world, something the Bible says ought not to be done.

----Now that I have said this, I do believe that some who preach in revival do sincerely desire to obey God. And I would fight side by side with them. And they are truly my brothers and joy. God is bigger than our foolishness. And I do believe that God does work at these “revival meetings”. I also believe that there are some who truly follow sound doctrine and focus on God and not men, yet I would not call this “revival” but merely witnessing. And so you ask if “revivals” are ok. Well, if they are witnessing and discipling and preaching sound doctrine with a focus on the glory of God, then, yes, they are ok, yet this is actually merely witnessing as God has called us to witness. But if they compromise the character of God as many of these “revivals” do, than it is very evil. We are not God and should not presume to be.


P.S.
Yes, like Paul. We plead with men and strive that they might know Christ, but we plead as ambassadors of a King, not as ones who move the King or gives way to men.


Also about the Holy Spirit. Much of it is focussed on emotionalism rather than maturity. The gifts of the Holy Spirit are real and true and good, but it is the fruit of the Holy Spirit that makes one mature. The gifts will pass away, but love will always remain. It is a matter of people focusing on the wrong thing.

Christmas

Merry Christmas

I wrote this from thinking about the holidays and how I have to go to a family where Christ is not celebrated or is wanted. And I know many of us are in similar situations. I also wrote this just because of life in general and from my experiences with ministering to others. I hope this brings some encouragement to hold on to the vision that the Lord has laid before us:

“In those days a decree went out from Caesar Augustus that all the world should be registered.” . . . In a whisper, God was on the move. . .

God came into the world . . . in the mundane and in the midst of glory. “Behold, the virgin shall conceive and bear a son, and they shall call his name Immanuel.” (Matthew 1:23). “And she gave birth to her first born son and wrapped him in swaddling cloths and laid him in a manger” (Luke 2:7). This babe, God in flesh, did not come into comfort or safety, but instead He chose not to be sheltered from the reality of this world and to became acquainted with sorrows, grief, and suffering. In His life, He did not turn His head from these things, but went to those who were broken hearted, hurting, blind, sick, and in bondage.

This gives me hope in this world where we preach the glory of the Kingdom, in the midst of a fallen and ugly world; a world that, at least for my part, most of the time does not make sense, a place where we are not protected from the reality of life. There are hard family situations, hard friendships, and hard circumstances. We witness to people whose hearts seem so hardened and darkened and held captive by sin. We walk with people through addictions. We persevere in prayer for those in bondage. We suffer with those who suffer. And we see the sickness of this world.

Our place in this world is as our Lord’s was, not in greatness or comfort, but in the poverty of laying our lives down for the gospel. As the scripture says, “Have this mind among yourselves, which is yours in Christ Jesus, who, though he was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped, but made himself nothing, taking the form of a servant, being born in the likeness of men. And being found in human form, he humbled himself by becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross.” Philippians 2:5-8

I do not know about you, but I need a gospel like this that meets the gates of hell, that meets the world as it is and does not put any façade on it. It is a comfort to know that we have a gospel, and a Lord, that does not hide from the reality of this world but is able to touch the brokenness, hurt, bondage, and suffering. And in this we can cry out, “He is with me. He is with me.”

This does not mean that there is not beauty and joy. At Christ’s birth, glory came to earth. Let us not forget, that in the midst of the manger was a King, so beautiful. Whose heart would not be gripped with tears at the site; it stirred angels to sing? The manger makes it all the more beautiful, not less so. In its meeting the world in reality, it presents a beauty that is real and relevant. It is not so lofty that it cannot be reached, but instead comes down to reach us. It is this beauty and joy that He presents in us as we give the gospel to others. So let us not look for comfort or safety, but let us pursue beauty and love and truth and a vision and a dream bigger than our own: something that is real.

“Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or danger, or sword? As it is written, "For your sake we are being killed all the day long; we are regarded as sheep to be slaughtered."
No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.”

Glory of the Lord

Early this year, I was looking at a photograph of a muslim mosque. The sun was setting in the background. And the bright orange colors of the sunset lit the background and over took the photo. I saw this and the thought came to me, even in the midst of evil the beauty and glory and power of God is evident. He has not left Himself without a witness. The earth is the Lord's and all that is in it.

I think this is important to remember as we are pilgrims in this world corrupted by sin. May we make a stand and make His glory evident in this evil generation and in all places.

Make disciples

Written Tuesday, September 04, 2007

“Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you. And behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age.”


This is the Great Commission, the dear words Jesus left with us before He ascended. Wow, you can hear these words reaching from the moment that they were spoken to the end of the age. It is for me to live and to lay my life down for. I don’t want to be at fault in taking His words and running with them in vain. I have often made it my goal in evangelism to bring “converts” to “ascent” to the Gospel. But in truth, I only reduced the Gospel and the calling of Christ.
Jesus said, “make disciples”. And in these words He made the Gospel something very personal. We cannot “make disciples” and not be involved in peoples lives. It requires that we pour out our lives for others. This is not merely getting someone to “ascent” to the Gospel, for a “decision” does not save you. It is bringing someone to live (to obey) the Gospel that saves. The Gospel is something that is very hands on and intimate. Our attitude is to be as Christ’s who came and became flesh and was involved in our lives. Paul in his ministry proclaimed the Gospel in this manner. He preached the Gospel and poured his life into those who came to faith in Jesus Christ. And when he taught he did not reduce the gospel, but taught “them to observe all that” Jesus commanded. We see this throughout Acts and in the Epistles, the pouring out of their lives to carefully nurture the gospel in the lives of those with whom they witnessed to.

I am not saying that we wait for an opportune time to preach the Gospel. We are to make the most of every opportunity. In Proverbs, “Wisdom cries aloud in the street, in the markets she raises her voice; at the head of the noisy streets she cries out; at the entrance of the city gates she speaks”. We must preach the Gospel. We are the fragrance of Christ, everywhere. And there is grace for those moments when the encounter with a person is short. However, we do not want to run in vain. We want to walk with them to make sure that their election and salvation is sure. And we want to walk with them as they grow in the faith.

I believe that if our pursuit is to obey Christ in making disciples unto salvation and not just merely speaking the Gospel, we will not run in vain, even when our encounter with a person is short, for Jesus said, “behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age.”

Written March 2005

The waves crashed
The thunder roared
Unabashed the lightning seared the sky
The billows soaring
Wind writhing

This was a wonderful time
For the little girl in her Father’s arms
As He held her close
His voice gently speaking to her

That day they had seen the sun rise and set,
Built castles and sought the treasures of the deep
They danced and walked, laughing
As they explored the tide

As He held her in the storm
His eyes sparkled as He talked
And told her of the beauty around her
Her knowing all the while His delight was in her.

Quote by Will Metzer Tell the Truth, CH.4, p.88

"Our desire is must be nothing less that to see the whole individual converted. We are looking to God for changed persons, not just a response from one segment of a personality. God regenerative work is a thorough renewing that involves all the faculties of the mind, emotions and will. Scriptural language calls this a 'new creation', a 'new birth'. People or either saved or lost. To weaken this radical but scriptural cleavage of mankind by suggesting a third category for people is an attack on the biblical doctrine of regeneration. There is no such thing as being a half Christian- for instance, being a 'Christian' but not a Spirit-baptized Christian; being a 'Christian' but not accepting Christ as Lord; being a 'Christian' but living a life continually characterized by being carnal (spiritual adultery)."

Quote by Will Metzer Tell the Truth, CH.7, p.104

"It is possible to encourage unbelievers to arrive at decisions from false motives. They 'become Christians' for what they can get out of it, such as coveting the speaker's experience or happiness or success in life. The true reason for becoming a Christian is not that we may have a wonderful life but that we may be in a right relationship to God."

I have lost what I wanted and loved most in this world (atleast that is what I feel) and I know that the Lord has been good to me. He is my shepherd and He leads me well. And He leads me in His intimate care. And I know I can trust Him and I would follow Him anywhere.

When peace, like a river attendeth my way,
When sorrows like sea billows roll
Whatever my lot, Thou has taught me to say,
It is well, it is well with my soul.
Tho Satan should buffet, thow trials should come,
Let this blest assurance control,
That Christ hat regarded my helpless estate,
And hath shed His own blood for my soul.

If you know the story behind how these words were pinned, you know that this is not just a trust of someone gritting their teeth saying "God is good", but the words of a man who intimately knew the love of God in great loss.

I pray that you will know this love, the depth, length, width, and height. He loves us so much. And cares for us so tenderly.

Beauty

written in 2005

I listened as a man told a story on the radio about him and his wife on their honeymoon. His wife had just gotten out of the shower in the morning and as she looked at herself in the mirror she began to point out parts of her that were unattractive. Her husband walked up to her and placed his arms around her and faced her towards himself. He told her that she was insulting his wife; he would not have that. Then he gently said, “Look into my eyes.” She looked into his eyes; it was obvious in his eyes that there was no woman more beautiful. As she looked at him he said, “Let my eyes be your mirror.” He would go on to tell her that throughout their marriage.

After hearing this story, I could hear Christ saying, “Look into my eyes, Let my eyes be your mirror.” I thought about this and I questioned whether or not I wanted this. I don’t want to just be told that I am loved. I want to face my sin. I want to have victory over it. I do not just want to be told that I am wonderful and still be left in my sin. Then I thought about Jesus’ gaze, the gaze that penetrates the deepest parts of the heart, leaving nothing unsearched. How it is stern and loving. Jesus says, “Look into my eyes.” I realized that His gaze not only searches the inmost being, but it also purifies the deepest sin.

As we look into His eyes we see such great love, as He holds us in His arms and tells us that we are lovely. How could this be? A gaze so piercing and yet it contains such an enravished and gentle love, one drop being more than all the poems could contain. One drop bringing healing to our hurting heart. Such a love that makes you forget about yourself and abandon all as you are enraptured in romance of the Beloved. Now, all that matters is being with Him.

I also came to realize, if our eyes are on Jesus then we will be doing what Jesus is doing as Jesus did what the Father was doing. When we trust Him fully with our hearts we will go where He goes. Romance is at the heart of sanctification and holiness.

So let us, look into His eyes and let Him be are mirror. “Behold the Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world.” This is not a gaze into our idea or concept of who Jesus is. But it is the gaze of a broken and contrite heart that trembles at God’s word and allows His truth to run wild and rule as a lion, without compromise. It is a humble walk before our Creator and Lord. It is a gaze that lets Christ be who He is and a gaze that allows us to be who He is creating us to be.


“But you are a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people for God’s own possession, so that you may proclaim the excellencies of Him who has called you out of darkness into His Marvelous light . . .” 1 Peter 2:9

Written Wednesday, September 12, 2007

God will glorify himself. And yet we so often live in a way where we work to try to bring the glory of God about, instead of resting in grace and simply being faithful and obedient to the One who will bring His glory.

All sufficient

Written Thursday, September 6, 2007

We don’t believe that God can satisfy us and so we find our satisfaction in other things. "My people have committed two sins: They have forsaken me, the spring of living water, and have dug their own cisterns, broken cisterns that cannot hold water" (Jeremiah 2:13). Spurgeon wrote about this spiritual madness, "Men are in a restless pursuit after satisfaction in earthly things. They will exhaust themselves in the deceitful delights of sin, and, finding them all to be vanity and emptiness; they will become very perplexed and disappointed. But they will still continue their fruitless search. Though wearied, they still stagger forward under the influence of spiritual madness, and though there is no result to be reached except that of everlasting disappointment, yet they press forward. They have no forethought for their eternal state; the present hour absorbs them. They turn to another and another of earth's broken cisterns, hoping to find water where not a drop was ever discovered yet." Men have no forethought of their eternal state. They are madly, desperately, like ravaged animals, trying to find satisfaction, not full satisfaction, only satisfaction for the moment. They abandon all for the momentary delight, but do not find it, not even a drop. Oh! What madness that they even teach others, ‘This is the way of satisfaction and delight.’ Christ calls to this world, mad and blinded in their pursuit, and says, “I am the way, the truth, and the Life. I am more than satisfaction. Come to me all those who are weary. Come, everyone who thirsts, come to the waters; and he who has no money, come, buy and eat! Why do you spend your money for that which is not bread, and your labor for that which does not satisfy? Listen diligently to me, and eat what is good and delight yourselves in rich food.” And so we must abandon all things and all things and come to Him, “the author and finisher of our faith”. And though we may not see the full fulfillment of the promises as did Abraham, we still believe.

Evangelism

http://www.wayofthemaster.com/hbks.shtml

quote from C.S. Lewis

"God. who forsaw your tribulation. has specially armed you to go through it, not without pain but without stain"

Lord, You know me. You have examined my heart. You know my coming and going. You know my deepest motivations. Lord, you know my desires. Break anything that is not of You. Confront my heart and let truth, authenticity, and itegrity stand. Father, you know that my heart is yours, show me how to follow after You.

Lord, you have asked me to step out where I know I will be hurt. I am willing. God I trust you and I surrender all. Oh God, thank you that in the midst of what is hard You are there. And you are good to me. Help me to obey. Uphold me in your love and truth and integrity. Don't let me go my own way. God my desires are before you and I lay them at your feet, all I want is obey you.

Lord, I have nothing to bring. You are my strength and refuge. You set the paths straight before me, so that i may run after You.

loving others

A close married friend of mine was talking with me, today. And he said that when you get married you marry for "better or for worse" and sometimes that "worse" is you hurting because you know that you are not the man you want to be for your wife. You don't always know how to be there for her or give her what she needs. And you want so much more for her. But you don't back away. And you are not to be afraid of being her husband. You continue to be her husband and to walk with the Lord in loving her. You are her husband for "better or for worse", even when that "worse" is you.

This convicted me because I don't always feel adequate to be there for others and I always want to give so much more than I seem able to. I don't need to hide because I feel inadequate or because I hurt so much because I do not know how to be there. Sometimes you have to realize, regardless of you adequacy, it does not stop you from being a friend. And sometimes that is all you know how to be "for better or for worse".

Written Tuesday, August 28, 2007

God did not come to save us from hardship, but from the Wrath of God. . . .He called us to count the costs. . . .What He does promise is that He will be with us, Emanuel. That He will be near. He will walk with us. There is no other greater treasure and no greater freedom. So let us abandon all, to come to Jesus.

Written Sunday, April 17, 2005

God’s heart is not to reach the world through “great” men, but through faithful men; the normal everyday people bringing people to Christ.

Godly boasting

On Sunday, I was with a community group at our church and I listened as the men would boast about their wives. They couldn't help it. You could tell it was a common, natural tendency and that these men were passionate about their wives. It felt good to be among men who highly valued their wives. The boasts that these men made came from their heart and the character that God was putting in them. It was a picture of the Proverbs 31 woman, the one where the husbands heart trusts in her and where the husband praises her. It was very beautiful. And I believe this is a characteristic of a godly husband, one bursting with thankfulness and good things about his wife. A gody husband boasts about his wife. God commands the husband to love his wife and I believe that should be evident and burst forth to the world.

reaching out

I was walking along the trail, this Wednesday and I was like, "I am going to try to talk to people, at least say 'Hi'". I was walking up to this man and I could tell that I would atleast be able to say, "Hi" and he would atleast say "Hi" back. He walked up to me, turned around and started walking the samed direction as me. I prayed something like this "Thank you Lord for making this easy, ok what are you doing Lord, help me Lord to talk." We walked I think about 2 miles. He told me about some of his struggles. I really enjoyed our talk. At the end we exchanged phone numbers and said we would try to walk together sometime. And again I thanked the Lord. I'd been asking to provide someone that most people wouldn't notice or spend the time with for me to witness, not just a quick presentation of the Gospel, but someone I could spend time with and walk with and get to know. I don't know what will happen, I may call him and nothing may come of it, but durring the time I spent I found out that I was not the only person this man had given his phone number to. And that thought broke my heart. There are many people to reach out to if we are willing. For me it has started with a prayer, God provide oportunities and help me to be obedient. And He has been providing more of those in my life.

exceedingly more

"Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us, to Him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus to all generations, forever and ever. Amen."------Ephesians 3:20,21

I have heard this verse in so many prayers, sermons, and comments. But rarely have I heard it in scope of what this verse is crying out to us. Most of the time I here it seperated from the context and a powerful truth is missed. Paul has asked "that God would grant you, according to the riches of His glory, to be strengthened with might through His Spirit in the inner man, that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith, that you, being rooted and grounded in love, may be able to comprehend with all the saints what is the width and length and depth and height -- to know the love of Christ which passes knowledge; that you may be filled with all the fullness of God." Paul is asking that we would be near our God and to know His love and this exeedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think. This is more powerful than any other interpretation that might be given these verses.

Quote by Mike Yaconelli, The Safety of Fear

----“The tragedy of modern faith is that we no longer are capable of being terrified. We aren’t afraid of God, we aren’t afraid of Jesus, we aren’t afraid of the Holy Spirit. As a result, we have ended up with a need-centered gospel that attracts thousands . . . but transforms no one.
----Unfortunately those of us who have been entrusted with the terrifying, frightening Good News have become obsessed with making Christianity safe. We have defanged the tiger of Truth. We have tamed the Lion and now Christianity is so sensible, so accepted, so palatable.
----Our world is tired of people whose God is tame. It is longing to see people whose God is big and holy and frightening and gentle and tender . . . and ours; a God whose love frightens us into His strong and powerful arms where He longs to whisper those terrifying words, ‘I love you.’”

Will Metzer Tell the Truth, CH.7, p.108

"Lables are deadly in Christian circles. For example when it comes to the topic of the will, immediately certain views are categorized as Reformed or Arminian. The discussionthen ends because it is thought (wrongly) that as soon as you have given a name to something, you understand it. Instead, there should be continued dialogue in the Scriptures by all of us. Let's fight this labeling fallacy."

I wrote yesterday about trusting the Lord in the midst of pain. Tonight, I got to talk with some people who are covering me. And it was good to see just that confirmation from them that the Lord is at work in me in the midst of what I am feeling. That God has set me on firm ground.

Pain

From a letter I wrote today

"Sorry, for being down last night. I honestly don't know how to deal with my hurt, except to cry out to the Lord. Right now, I am weak and falling apart. The psalms talks about great pain and bones being wracked and the like. The Psalmists felt pain and sorrow intensly. I think we read this and think that it is not normal when it happens. We get over spiritual and say we shouldn't feel this way. Well, I do feel this way! I am hurting, but I assure you that my eyes are on Christ and I am running after Him. And I believe He will hold me durring this. He already is. I will not loose my confidence in Him, and though my heart is hurting and it is hard, I know He is good. I trust Him, so dearly. I am thankful i don't have to be perfect before Him, but He accepts me as I am, wounded, weak, and hurting. Feel free to pray for me, I don't believe our walk of faith is done alone. Your prayers are effective in giving me the strength I need to walk through this."

I am being very vulnerable with my pain here, more than I normally would, because we hear a lot of people saying that God is good after coming through a situation and looking back. I want you to know that you can have that hope and confidence and joy in the midst of the situation. In the midst of pain, I have confidence that God is good. And I can trust Him. This is what real life is about. And God is there.

I also want people to feel like it is ok, to feel sorrow. I wrote another letter today. Here it is:

"I realized tonight, that I feel like its not ok to hurt, not so much with God, with God I feel like it is ok, but with people. I feel like people think that if I am hurting I lack faith or that I am holding on, and so its not ok. I think one of the things I have been needing to hear is that it is ok to hurt."

"It is said that some of the Puritans stained the floor with their tears as they prayed. "
------Will Metzer Tell the Truth, CH.6, p.101

Father, my heart is broken. Father, grant me the gift of tears. Allow me to weep for the lost. Grant me your passion for the lost, lest I die in my heart.

loving your wife

Praying this morning, I was struck by the thought, that God has called husbands to lay down their lives for their wives. I am to be for her. I cannot live for me. Its not about what I want or what I feel I need from her. My goal is to build her up in the Lord and to love her and to lay down my life for her. This is not a wimpy kind of love. It is a love that firmly calls us to deny ourselves, take up our cross, and follow Jesus. And we must follow Jesus to be the husbands our wives need.

This does not just apply to marriage. We cannot live our lives for ourselves. We must have the same attitude as Christ and lay down our lives for others.

Lord, You have been our dwelling place in all generations.
Before the mountains were brought forth,
Or ever You had formed the earth and the world,
Even from everlasting to everlasting, You are God.

Psalm 90:1,2

Communion

I led Communion (I believe for the first time) this Tuesday, October 16, 2007. This is the Lituragy I used.

One of the reasons I used a Literagy was because it could be about me talking or about us worshiping and declaring the goodness of God together. It was also great because I had different men lead out durring this.


I hope through this that you will be able to see that Christ is our righteousness, He alone is our rock; and that our dependence is on Him both for salvation, but also for sanctification; we bring nothing. When we realize that it is Him at work and that He has done the work, we can run with confidence toward our Beloved. His sacrifice is not just for our salvation, it is for our living, and our glorification. By faith we live.

Grace
Minister: We come here by grace;

People: being justified freely by His grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus, whom God set forth as a propitiation by His blood, through faith, to demonstrate His righteousness,” (Romans 3:23-25)

Minister: "God made him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God" (2 Corinthians 5:21).

People: “for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God,” (Romans 6:23)

People: "But now he has reconciled you by Christ's physical body through death to present you holy in his sight, without blemish and free from accusation."

Minister: Our promise and salvation are sure for. . .

People: “He, having offered one sacrifice for sins for all time, SAT DOWN AT THE RIGHT HAND OF GOD, waiting from that time onward UNTIL HIS ENEMIES BE MADE A FOOTSTOOL FOR HIS FEET. For by one offering He has perfected for all time those who are sanctified.” (Hebrews 10:12-14)

Minister: “And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose. For whom He foreknew, he also predestined to be conformed to the image of His Son, that He might be the firstborn among many brethren. Moreover whom He predestined, these He also called; whom He called, these He also justified; and whom He justified, these He also glorified.” (Romans 8:28-30)

Minister: Therefore since our righteousness if from Him, we have nothing to boast of,

People: "I have been crucified with Christ; and it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself up for me. . . . may it never be that I would boast, except in the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ, through which the world has been crucified to me, and I to the world.” (Galations 2:20-21; 6:14)

Minister: “Therefore as you have received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk in Him, having been firmly rooted and now being built up in Him and established in your faith, just as you were instructed, and overflowing with gratitude. See to it that no one takes you captive through philosophy and empty deception, according to the tradition of men, according to the elementary principles of the world, rather than according to Christ.” (Colossians 2:6-8)

People: “Therefore, . . . let us also lay aside every weight, and sin which clings so closely, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking to Jesus, the founder and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God.”


Community
The scripture says, “. . .in Christ Jesus you who formerly were far off have been brought near by the blood of Christ.” (Ephesians 2:13) Communion is taken in community. We are brought near to each other by the blood of Christ. It is by grace, and only grace, that we can live in community with each other.

Institution
Minister: Let us proclaim the mystery of faith.
People: Christ became flesh.
-----Christ has died.
-----Christ is risen.
-----Christ will come again.
Minister: Christ our Passover has been sacrificed for us.
People: Therefore, let us keep the feast.
Minister: The gifts of God are for the people of God. Come eat and drink with thanksgiving.
People: Hallelujah!

Prayer of Blessing
Minister:


Breaking of the Bread
“and when He had given thanks, He broke it and said, "This is My body, which is for you; do this in remembrance of Me." (1 Corinthians 11:24)

Prayer of Thanksgiving
Minister:

Wine
“In the same way He took the cup also after supper, saying, "This cup is the new covenant in My blood; do this, as often as you drink it, in remembrance of Me." For as often as you eat this bread and drink the cup, you proclaim the Lord's death until He comes.” (1 Corinthians 11:25-26)

Prayer of Longing
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"My flesh and my heart may fail;
But God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever."

My heart is hurting. I am falling apart. I am in a place where I have no strength, no greatness. My heart has failed. I don't even know how to pray or to put in words the hurting that is in my heart. All I can do is fall on my face before the Lord and cry out to Him. And this I know in this time; That He is so good and He is with me. He truly is the strength of my heart. He is my refuge. And He will uphold me in His integrity and enable me to stand. And even in the midst of falling apart, He will not let me be put shame.

"But it is good for me to draw near to God;
I have put my trust in the Lord GOD,
That i may declare all Your works.


4:45 pm

Someone made a good point about what I said earlier, so let me clarify. I talked earlier about running down the aisle for my bride. I think some might have got the picture of a foolish mad dash toward the bride. When I said this I did not mean a frantic blundering pursuit. Christ is waiting for the time His Father has set and He is strong in His trust of the Father. But I do think he longs for us. I do think His desires are set toward His Bride and He does long to come for us. And I don't think His desires are small. When I said this I was talking more about desire than action.

And I am not saying that I would run down the aisle. I was describing what I felt, not nessessarily what I would do. I think there is something amazingly beautiful about the father giving away his daughter. And I would not want to take anything away from that. I would not take her till her father has given her to me. But my desire and my love for her, will not be small, and I would not pretend that I don't desire and long for her.

Also there is some truth in this. One in Jewish tradition where the bridegroom did come for his wife after the father said it was time. And also in the fact that Christ will be coming for His bride. And the picture that I had when I wrote that was this, Christ coming for His bride.

I think what I am understanding is that Christ longs for us and that as His bride we can long for Him as well and cry out, "Come, Lord Jesus".

----I was talking with a lady the other day, who as a child was hit by car, and suffered severe damage. She was physically awkward and also socially awkward. It was fun talking with her and letting her know that she was valuable. She gave me a poem she had written. From the poem, you could tell that she had been hurt by lot of rejection over the years; a lot of people passing her by because she was different. People not considering her valuable enough to take the time to get to know. As I am writing this tears are building up. That was a small part of the poem, the rest of the poem talked about her longing to be with Jesus, and how His love remains true and never fails.
----And I am sure His arms are eagerly awaiting to hold her.
----Why are we so much like the priest and the Levite, who walk on other side, avoiding and passing by those who are hurting? Christ demonstrated that love is willing to give of ourselves and touch the wounds of the outcast to be there for them in their hurt and even in the things that are not pleasant.
----Father, test my heart in this. And rip anything out that keeps me from pursuing those who are hurting and different. God, don’t let me just be casual in my effort, but to reach out in your love, to pour out my life as you did, and to touch the broken hearted

I went to a wedding October 13th. As I was thinking about the wedding and the groomsman standing there waiting for his bride, my heart stirred and cried out, "I don't know if I could stand there and wait for her to make it all the way down the aisle, I'd want to run passionately for her." That thought came and then the thought came of Christ coming for His bride.

"As for what was sown on good soil, this is the one who hears the word and understands it. He indeed bears fruit and yeilds, in one case a hundred fold, in another sixty, and in another thirty." --Matthew 13:1-23

This parable gives me much hope for the hard hearted and those who seem to be distracted by this world. It gives me a confidence to preach the Gospel. The reason I have hope is that there is good soil. Soil is made good by being worked on by the Farmer. The soil is broken of its hardness, the rocky ground is cleared, and the weeds are taken out. It gives me hope because God can take a hard, rocky, weedy heart and prepare it for the Gospel. And when the soil is good, the Gospel will bear fruit. The scripture says that He can take a heart of stone and make it flesh. God's work on a man's heart is effective. And so I do not loose hope in preaching the Gospel, for I know that it has the power to penetrate men's hearts.

Husband's kingship

based on a discussion with the men at church, Sunday, October 7, 2007; written Wednsday 10th

"Husbands, love your wives, as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her, that he might sanctify her, having cleansed her by the washing of water with the word, so that he might present the church to himself in splendor, without spot or wrinkle or any such thing, that she might be holy and without blemish. In the same way husbands should love their wives as their own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself. For no one ever hated his own flesh, but nourishes it and cherishes it, just as Christ does the church, because we are members of his body."

Husbands, I think we often respond in our flesh in trying to "fix" our wives or even to be more spiritual "to make them more godly". God has commanded us to sanctify our wives through loving her, giving up ourselves for her, and gently washing her with the word. Husbands, this is a romantic picture of love. Imagine the physical picture of this and do this with you words, emotions, and actions toward your wife. There is nothing more romantic. This love is not weak; our love is to come from the strength of Christ. We are to nourish and wash her with the word and truth. We are to love as men and are to shepherd our family towards Christ. It is a love that has amazing strength and integrity to it but is also full of tenderness. We are to live with her in an understanding way learning how to cherish and nourish her. Our words and actions should build her up, not tear her down. And just as Christ's love is effectual in sanctifying our hearts, our love through Christ will be effectual in changing our wives. God says that an ungodly man can be changed by a godly wife's respect (1 Peter 3). An ungodly wife can be changed by the love of her husband. So whether or not she is godly or not, we are free to passionately love her, knowing that our love is effectual.

Husbands, when we act in our flesh to "fix" our wives, we are responding just as bad as the nagging wife. We are in sin. We must also be careful; we are to wash our wife gently with the word, not our desires. And we are to do this in an understanding way that honors her. In fact the scripture says that if we respond with our flesh, God will not hear our prayers. "Likewise, husbands, live with your wives in an understanding way, showing honor to the woman as the weaker vessel, since they are heirs with you of the grace of life, so that your prayers may not be hindered."

So men, walk in freedom and extravagantly love your wives.

effectual calling

Some will question God's effectual calling of men, saying that we must uphold the "responsibility of man". Man does have free will and responsibilty to choose God, but our free will is enslaved by our desires. We are born in sin and our desires are evil, we do not desire God. Man by his free will has rejected God, suppressing the truth and has made himself an enemy of God. This is where the "responsibility of man" takes us. We by our own free will reject God and all have become guilty and under the wrath of God. But then God who has determined to have a people for Himself, has also determined to save them through Christ. We are sinners by nature and therefore must be saved by God's grace.

"I have no hope at all but in thy great mercy. Grant what thou commandest and command what thou dost desire." --Augustine

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Written Thursday, September 6, 2007

I wouldn’t stay inside the warmth of a cozy home and leave my pinky finger outside in the freezing weather. And yet this is what often happens in the church. We neglect the outsider, the person who is different, or the person who is a burden. We leave them outside in the cold instead of bringing them into the warmth and love of fellowship. They are part of our body and we need them. They are a vital part of the body. God is not neglectful in His design.

Lord, help me to be a place of warmth and love for others and to pursue them with Your love.

fads

Written Thursday, September 6, 2007

There are many fads and methodologies in the church. There are fads on what a church is to look like, how it is to be run, what methods are to be used in ministry, how we are to witness, how we are to reach people in other countries, how we are to pray, how we are to worship, how we are to council others, and many more. I know I personally think many of these are good and wise and I plan on using them. But there is a great danger in these fads and methodologies. We are in danger of Idolatry and Pride. We don’t follow a methodology or fad. We follow a person, Jesus. Christ is the center, not a fad. And when we loose that center, we loose objectivity and soundness in the scriptures, in life and in ministry. Our site is skewed and we loose our focus and solid foundation. Our walk with God is God centered. It is about Him and being known by Him. We are not to follow fads, but are to walk with Him and to get to know Him through the scriptures and obedience. We are to deny ourselves, take up our cross, and follow Him. Oh, what great joy it is to follow Christ! In Christ alone will I stand! “Therefore we also, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which so easily ensnares us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.”

“He has shown you, O man, what is good; and what does the LORD require of you but to do justly, to love mercy, and walk humbly with your God.”

"But I am afraid that as the serpent deceived Eve by his cunning, your thoughts will be led astray from a sincere and pure devotion to Christ."